Cactus Codex

Pony blogger, actual cactus, artist, writer, computer scientist, and linguist. New Jersey / Pennsylvania | 21 | male, he/him/his | asexual hispanic | Cereus repandus, or Peruvian apple cactus

Today was the first day I used Tumblr Savior to block out shitty drama and stupid fucks and their comments.

Suddenly, I’m all happy and rainbows! AAAAAAAHH!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

WWWW\OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

fiddlemod:

Following Fantasy’s Artist Chart, I decided to make a second version!
Transparent 4784 × 4867px here! Do note that tumblr will inevitably resize the eventual result anyway.

Bluetooth - Ask Lying Applejack - Mod Blog
Postcrusade-mod - Post Crusade - Mod Blog - Art Blog
Redhotkick - Ask Big Red Macintosh - Mod Blog [NSFW warning]
Uc77 - Ask Hot Blooded Pinkie - Mod Blog

Holivi - Deviantart
Artrix - Deviantart
FoxInShadow - Mod Blog - Deviantart
Secret-Pony - Mod Blog - Deviantart

AlSkylark - Scootaloo the Adventurer - Mod Blog
Ahappypichu - I’m not Pinkie Pie - Mod Blog
Lenbow - Ask VinylTavia - Mod Blog
Balooga - Ask ValArt - Mod Blog [NSFW warning]

If I’m missing important links, don’t hesitate to notify me.

Oh.

Well thanks for adding me! ^^’

(Source: siebewastaken)

I should just quit. Just delete everything and pretend this never happened.

It’s what I do best, no?

I hate slumps.

All I do is sit in front of the computer watching everyone else have a good time while I just do/say nothing. Things to do, but nothing pushing me to do them.

Then I complain about it online.

Worse, I start over-speculating and considering things that would disappoint tons of people (and eventually me), like closing RC and Diaries so I don’t have to deal with so many things.

I also start feeling grumpy and start thinking negative things about my friends behind their backs. I also risk blurting those thoughts out loud because of how much of a fucking jerk I am.

Then I start questioning my art and importance. Is the fun gone? Am I really a sick and disgusting person? Do I deserve all this? The followers, and my friends?

Why the hell am I so angry and depressed?