As more time passes, I get more nervous and hesitant to post things in general.

And that includes PC updates. It’s like I’m forgetting how to stand in front of a crowd without having panic attacks or something.

It’s still something I really want to do and refuse to let go of. But now the audience scares me. Will they like it? Will they still care at least a little? Have I really run everything into the ground? Every piece of evidence I have suggests that yeah, I’m done. No one wants anything to do with me anymore. I’ve overstayed my welcome.

But I’ll still finish this update hoping that it’s not true. I really hope it isn’t.