I hate slumps.

All I do is sit in front of the computer watching everyone else have a good time while I just do/say nothing. Things to do, but nothing pushing me to do them.

Then I complain about it online.

Worse, I start over-speculating and considering things that would disappoint tons of people (and eventually me), like closing RC and Diaries so I don’t have to deal with so many things.

I also start feeling grumpy and start thinking negative things about my friends behind their backs. I also risk blurting those thoughts out loud because of how much of a fucking jerk I am.

Then I start questioning my art and importance. Is the fun gone? Am I really a sick and disgusting person? Do I deserve all this? The followers, and my friends?

Why the hell am I so angry and depressed?