Cactus Codex

Pony blogger, actual cactus, artist, writer, computer scientist, and linguist. New Jersey / Pennsylvania | 21 | male, he/him/his | asexual hispanic | Cereus repandus, or Peruvian apple cactus

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Yellow is usually me. 

Green, purple, and teal for me.

Green, and especially yellow. They go hand in hand in my case.

#Yellow is so presumptious #like if you don’t think they’ll get it #say it so they do #Ur hur I’m an introvert cause I’m smarter than everyone #no you’re just a jackass 

I dunno about that.

Every time I talk, I feel like I convey nothing, or convey some pointless and useless thing that no one could possibly care about.

It’s like I’m not saying anything at all, even if I try my hardest. The others would just look at me for a second, then flat-out ignore me because they’re just so much more interesting and expressive than I could ever be.

Sometimes that’s alright (teal), but sometimes it’s frustrating and exhausting to be trying to join on a conversation only to be seemingly shut down right from the start. So really, what’s the point of trying to say something if no one’s gonna listen or understand?

Dumb headcanon:

Agewise, Celestia and Luna are actually just a year or two apart. And when millennia are involved, that’s not much of a difference.

Luna’s just shorter. 

So Celestia keeps refer to her as her little sister or her baby sister and it annoys the heck out of Moonbutt because of the double meaning.

Why am I still even part of the Insider Program if I’m gonna complain about getting new builds every few days or so?

I think Tumblr does a thing where it loads and unloads elements/posts on the dashboard as you scroll around.

Because holy shit is it buggy. If you scroll past a long vertical photoset, it “unloads” and you are suddenly shot down a few posts. Then you scroll up to see what you missed and the long photoset reloads and shoots you way back up again in a vicious cycle.

Come on, now. :T

I still can’t believe that I can watch a television stream based in the United Kingdom just to watch a horse show early.

This feels like the future.

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I’ve made a soft announcement on PC earlier today, so here’s the full deal.

After three attempts to muster up strength, I have finally caved and opened up a Patreon!

Its main purpose is to act as a tip jar for supporters of my blogs. Of course, y’all get drawing rewards for donating a special amount (to show my gratitude ;2;), but there won’t be any watermarks or lockdowns or whatever.

Patrons get more early access content like WIPs and scripts and full updates immediately after it’s finished. I’m also figuring out how to potentially include more work streams.

As for non-patron affairs, I’ll still be posting a general WIP like I’ve always had, and updates will be published on Saturdays at 12 PM (EDT/EST), conditions permitting.

I’m just starting out here, so bear with me if it’s a bit shaky to start. ^^

Anyways, yeah! Thanks again for listening/supporting!

As more time passes, I get more nervous and hesitant to post things in general.

And that includes PC updates. It’s like I’m forgetting how to stand in front of a crowd without having panic attacks or something.

It’s still something I really want to do and refuse to let go of. But now the audience scares me. Will they like it? Will they still care at least a little? Have I really run everything into the ground? Every piece of evidence I have suggests that yeah, I’m done. No one wants anything to do with me anymore. I’ve overstayed my welcome.

But I’ll still finish this update hoping that it’s not true. I really hope it isn’t.

Due to some construction complication, Housing shut off our dorm area’s internet and TV service for the rest of the night.

So now I’m in some other building drawing stuff. Woo